There are a few things I didn’t anticipate about trying to write a blog, have a career, raise a family AND run a marathon. One was that I wouldn’t really have time to update the blog!
The other is that marathon training is TOUGH. Quite possibly even tougher than the marathon itself (although somehow I doubt that…). Training is going well, but crazy. I have run 63 km since Sunday, and am off to do another 27 tomorrow. I now have two pairs of running shoes (soon to start rotating through them), and am still working on improving my eating habits. I have a new protein power with amino acids designed to help recovery.
I also completed the Chilly Half Marathon a few weeks ago with a record-breaking time of 1:50:45. That’s faster than I ran the Scotia Half last fall, and that’s also without any speed work. I think the sheer amount of mileage I’m putting in right now is making a difference.
Around the Bay (30K) is next weekend, and I hope I’m ready. I haven’t run 30K yet… the most I’ve done to date is 25K, although the 27 is looming tomorrow. I’m strength training 3 x a week now as well, and I admit, that’s about it. I’ve even given up the outdoor Tread Powerfully classes right now, because I just don’t have the time to get to them. I’m sure I will pick it back up again soon, but I need to incorporate one rest day a week right now, as my muscles are fatigued and I really want to avoid injury.
I’ve started seeing a new chiropractor and a new massage therapist, as well as continuing to get professional advice on my shoes from the folks at the Burlington Orthotic Centre. And of course, Sue Abell, TP instructor and trainer extraordinaire, is always answering my endless questions!
Career-wise, everything is going great these days. I’m enjoying my new teaching gig – it’s tough and it’s challenging, but rewarding too. And the new website (www.primacy.ca) is up and running, and I am loving writing about things like health, fitness, nutrition, etc.
So for the moment, it’s time to put my head down and focus on my training. It’s tough fitting it all in, but I’m pretty determined I’m going to do this.
Eight weeks, two days and counting…
Friday, March 19, 2010
Friday, November 20, 2009
Gearing up for the big one
It’s been three months since I wrote anything for this blog, and I’m hanging my head in shame. It’s not because I haven’t been running – it’s just that I took on a new job and life is going at a breakneck pace.
First, the good news. In September, I signed a contract with a medical company to become editor of their soon-to-be-launched health, nutrition and fitness website. Yeah, it’s pretty exciting! The content is amazing and it is exactly the type of writing I want to do. Articles on proper nutrition, working out, and all those other topics I really want to explore. It’s fun and exciting, and I can’t wait until the site launched! (A glitch with the technical team has delayed it, but it should be up by January.)
Then, there’s the even better news. I completed the Scotia Half Marathon in Toronto, beating my goal of 2 hours. I actually finished it in 1:56:51, shaving 14 minutes off my time from the Chilly Half Marathon. That’s crazy, right? How does one even do that?
I credit it to three things. One is that I finally lost those nagging 10 pounds. (Okay, truth be told, I’d really like to lose another 10 or so… but I could see this happening forever.) Being lighter really does make a difference when it comes to running.
The second is speed work. I did speed work training for the Chilly as well, but this time, I would go to the track and really focus on my speed intervals. (While training for the Chilly, I simply timed my intervals while running on the road.) Being on the track was a good gauge of distance and speed, and I think it helped me increase my cardio capacity and leg turnover speed.
Finally, I started doing more strength training/weights. I had previously been doing one Intense Strength class per week through Tread Powerfully (this is done inside, with 10lb. weights and is a very intense workout) and I ramped up to 2-3 Tread Powerfully classes per week (power walking with 3lb. weights.) The more muscle I put on, the stronger I got, which improved my speed. In September, I ramped it up even more with the Intense Strength class, a combined strength training/Pilates class, and an “Advanced Intense Strength” class that even has homework assignments every week! That class is truly a killer, and only for the fittest and/or most determined of all the Tread Powerfully members. (I like to believe that I’m both!)
So what’s next? I have actually signed up for a number of races, culminating in the Mississauga Marathon. Here’s what I’m working on:
-The Boxing Day 10 miler (16 km.) on Dec. 26 (which just happens to be my 35th birthday)
-The Chilly Half Marathon on March 7, 2010
-Around the Bay (30K) road race on March 28, 2010
-The Mississauga Marathon on May 16, 2010
I’m also keeping up with my strength training workouts. A lot of people ask me what my workout schedule looks like. I’m not sure they want to know! It’s a bit intensive, but so far, so good. My weight is holding steady, but I find my clothes are getting bigger and I’m looking a lot more muscular. But, for the curious, here’s a typical week for me:
* Sunday: Advanced Intense Strength, 7 a.m. (this combines weights with sports drills, plyometric exercises and even skipping… it changes every week and is incredibly intense.)
* Monday during the kids’ swimming lessons: I was spinning at the YMCA every Monday evening, but I kind of loathe the instructor. (As an instructor, not as a person.) Now I have changed to 3 miles of speedwork on the treadmill, aiming to have it finished in 25 minutes.
* Monday after swimming lessons: The week’s Advanced IS “homework” (which varies every 2 weeks) and a core strengthening routine. (Think planks, pushups, crunches, etc.)
* Tuesday morning: An “easy” run, ranging from 6 to 10K, depending on my training schedule. And yeah, I get up at 6 a.m. to do this before the kids go to school and I go to work.
* Tuesday evening: Intense Strength, 6:30 p.m.
* Wednesday: An interval routine consisting of skipping and body-weighted exercises, followed by the week’s Advanced IS “homework” and another core strengthening routine. I usually try to get up at 6 a.m. for this, but if I can’t, I do it in the evening when the kids have gone to bed.
* Thursday morning: Either speedwork at the track or a tempo run. The distance is slowly building before the 10 mile race. (Again, I get up at 6 a.m. to do this one…)
* Thursday evening: Power Pilates at 6:30 p.m., which is a half-hour of weights (I use 10lbs) followed by a half-hour of Pilates.
* Friday morning: The week’s long run. Today’s, for example, was 12K. That will keep increasing until the marathon. (I try to get up at 6, but thanks to a flexible schedule, I don’t always have to… today, for example, I wasn’t that busy with work so I did it after I dropped the kids off.)
* Saturday morning: Tread Powerfully “4.5 mph” class at 7 a.m. This is a very intense TP class for people who can consistently walk at least 4.5 miles per hour or faster. (And yes, I can!)
Ouch! I just realized that this means I work out TEN times a week. It might be a bit excessive, but honestly, I’ve never felt better.
Now if I could just get my nutrition under control! It’s not bad… but with winter coming, I’m craving sweets and bad carbs. I have a plan… now I just need to do it! More on that later.
Happy trails…
First, the good news. In September, I signed a contract with a medical company to become editor of their soon-to-be-launched health, nutrition and fitness website. Yeah, it’s pretty exciting! The content is amazing and it is exactly the type of writing I want to do. Articles on proper nutrition, working out, and all those other topics I really want to explore. It’s fun and exciting, and I can’t wait until the site launched! (A glitch with the technical team has delayed it, but it should be up by January.)
Then, there’s the even better news. I completed the Scotia Half Marathon in Toronto, beating my goal of 2 hours. I actually finished it in 1:56:51, shaving 14 minutes off my time from the Chilly Half Marathon. That’s crazy, right? How does one even do that?
I credit it to three things. One is that I finally lost those nagging 10 pounds. (Okay, truth be told, I’d really like to lose another 10 or so… but I could see this happening forever.) Being lighter really does make a difference when it comes to running.
The second is speed work. I did speed work training for the Chilly as well, but this time, I would go to the track and really focus on my speed intervals. (While training for the Chilly, I simply timed my intervals while running on the road.) Being on the track was a good gauge of distance and speed, and I think it helped me increase my cardio capacity and leg turnover speed.
Finally, I started doing more strength training/weights. I had previously been doing one Intense Strength class per week through Tread Powerfully (this is done inside, with 10lb. weights and is a very intense workout) and I ramped up to 2-3 Tread Powerfully classes per week (power walking with 3lb. weights.) The more muscle I put on, the stronger I got, which improved my speed. In September, I ramped it up even more with the Intense Strength class, a combined strength training/Pilates class, and an “Advanced Intense Strength” class that even has homework assignments every week! That class is truly a killer, and only for the fittest and/or most determined of all the Tread Powerfully members. (I like to believe that I’m both!)
So what’s next? I have actually signed up for a number of races, culminating in the Mississauga Marathon. Here’s what I’m working on:
-The Boxing Day 10 miler (16 km.) on Dec. 26 (which just happens to be my 35th birthday)
-The Chilly Half Marathon on March 7, 2010
-Around the Bay (30K) road race on March 28, 2010
-The Mississauga Marathon on May 16, 2010
I’m also keeping up with my strength training workouts. A lot of people ask me what my workout schedule looks like. I’m not sure they want to know! It’s a bit intensive, but so far, so good. My weight is holding steady, but I find my clothes are getting bigger and I’m looking a lot more muscular. But, for the curious, here’s a typical week for me:
* Sunday: Advanced Intense Strength, 7 a.m. (this combines weights with sports drills, plyometric exercises and even skipping… it changes every week and is incredibly intense.)
* Monday during the kids’ swimming lessons: I was spinning at the YMCA every Monday evening, but I kind of loathe the instructor. (As an instructor, not as a person.) Now I have changed to 3 miles of speedwork on the treadmill, aiming to have it finished in 25 minutes.
* Monday after swimming lessons: The week’s Advanced IS “homework” (which varies every 2 weeks) and a core strengthening routine. (Think planks, pushups, crunches, etc.)
* Tuesday morning: An “easy” run, ranging from 6 to 10K, depending on my training schedule. And yeah, I get up at 6 a.m. to do this before the kids go to school and I go to work.
* Tuesday evening: Intense Strength, 6:30 p.m.
* Wednesday: An interval routine consisting of skipping and body-weighted exercises, followed by the week’s Advanced IS “homework” and another core strengthening routine. I usually try to get up at 6 a.m. for this, but if I can’t, I do it in the evening when the kids have gone to bed.
* Thursday morning: Either speedwork at the track or a tempo run. The distance is slowly building before the 10 mile race. (Again, I get up at 6 a.m. to do this one…)
* Thursday evening: Power Pilates at 6:30 p.m., which is a half-hour of weights (I use 10lbs) followed by a half-hour of Pilates.
* Friday morning: The week’s long run. Today’s, for example, was 12K. That will keep increasing until the marathon. (I try to get up at 6, but thanks to a flexible schedule, I don’t always have to… today, for example, I wasn’t that busy with work so I did it after I dropped the kids off.)
* Saturday morning: Tread Powerfully “4.5 mph” class at 7 a.m. This is a very intense TP class for people who can consistently walk at least 4.5 miles per hour or faster. (And yes, I can!)
Ouch! I just realized that this means I work out TEN times a week. It might be a bit excessive, but honestly, I’ve never felt better.
Now if I could just get my nutrition under control! It’s not bad… but with winter coming, I’m craving sweets and bad carbs. I have a plan… now I just need to do it! More on that later.
Happy trails…
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
If the shoe fits
You always hear how inexpensive running is as a form of exercise, and to a certain extent that’s true. You don’t need fancy equipment or a gym membership, just a pair of shoes and the great outdoors. But there’s the rub… you need shoes. And, particularly when you are doing a lot of running, you need really good shoes.
Good shoes don’t come cheap. The minimum amount you can expect to pay is $100 – more for a really good pair. Now, when it comes to shoes, I have to confess I’m pretty cheap. I haven’t paid more than about $120 for a pair of shoes yet. It’s really starting to show.
I’ve always had a bit of problem with running shoes. I wear a size 9 shoe, and when I first started running, I really wanted the Nike+ running shoes so I could use my iPod to track mileage, etc. I went through three pairs of Air Max Moto shoes before realizing that they really weren’t the best shoes. They didn’t have enough cushioning, and all-in-all, I wasn’t happy with them.
So I went to the Running Room and bought my infamous pair of Mizunos and a sleeve to hold my Nike+ sensor. The Mizunos gave me terrible blisters, so the leader of my 10K clinic advised me to wear two pairs of socks. That eliminated the blister problem, but when I ran my last 10K race, I also lost my toenail as a result of my shoes being too tight. (As an aside, my Nike sensor then wore out, and I never bothered replacing it. I started using MapMyRun.com to plan out my routes.)
I went back to the Running Room and they told me the size 9s were just far too tight, and that was my problem. So they gave me a pair of the Asics (the cheaper ones) in a size 10 – the only size they had in stock. Those are the shoes I used to run the half marathon last March. And they weren’t too bad – in the winter, I wore thick socks and it didn’t bother me too much that they were too big.
Spring rolled around, and the Asics were on their last legs. Plus, with the warmer weather, I stopped wearing thick socks – and I noticed how badly my feet were slipping. My knee started to hurt again, as did my hips; a sure sign I needed new shoes.
To “get me through,” I bought another pair of Nikes at the outlet, and they were super-cheap. I honestly wasn’t even sure they were the right type for my gait (I roll my feet outwards), but I figured it would get me through training for the 5K, then this summer I could invest in a pair of good shoes.
Well, those Nikes barely lasted a month. They got so bad, my friends could see my feet rolling outward. They looked like crap, felt like crap, and all the aches and pains started coming back. I started running in the old Asics again, because at least they didn’t completely kill my feet.
But they weren’t going to last, and my long runs (up to 14K at this point) have been torture. So I finally bit the bullet and went to the Burlington Orthotic Center to get my gait analyzed and to get PROPERLY fitted for shoes.
The results weren’t too surprising. Yes, my feet indeed roll outward, and the left one actually rolls out, then rolls in. I tried on several different pairs, and we settled on the Asics (but the level up from what I had.) However the biggest change is that I should be wearing a 9 ½. The 10, they said, was just way too big for me and it was no wonder I was having problems. The 9 ½ I tried on felt great, but they were a D width, and that’s too wide for my foot. They offered to order in the B width, and from then on it’s been a waiting game.
I finally get to pick up my new shoes tomorrow, and I have to say I’m excited. I have to run 16K on Sunday evening, and I was dreading the thought of doing it in my beat-up old Asics. The new shoes will seem like heaven.
The best part is that because I got them from the orthotic center, I can get my doctor to sign a prescription and claim the shoes under our benefits. We get up to $200 a year for shoes, so if one pair of these criminally expensive (approx. $180) shoes can be covered, that is fantastic. Because at the rate I’m running, I’ll need new shoes again before Christmas. Ouch!
Happy trails…
Good shoes don’t come cheap. The minimum amount you can expect to pay is $100 – more for a really good pair. Now, when it comes to shoes, I have to confess I’m pretty cheap. I haven’t paid more than about $120 for a pair of shoes yet. It’s really starting to show.
I’ve always had a bit of problem with running shoes. I wear a size 9 shoe, and when I first started running, I really wanted the Nike+ running shoes so I could use my iPod to track mileage, etc. I went through three pairs of Air Max Moto shoes before realizing that they really weren’t the best shoes. They didn’t have enough cushioning, and all-in-all, I wasn’t happy with them.
So I went to the Running Room and bought my infamous pair of Mizunos and a sleeve to hold my Nike+ sensor. The Mizunos gave me terrible blisters, so the leader of my 10K clinic advised me to wear two pairs of socks. That eliminated the blister problem, but when I ran my last 10K race, I also lost my toenail as a result of my shoes being too tight. (As an aside, my Nike sensor then wore out, and I never bothered replacing it. I started using MapMyRun.com to plan out my routes.)
I went back to the Running Room and they told me the size 9s were just far too tight, and that was my problem. So they gave me a pair of the Asics (the cheaper ones) in a size 10 – the only size they had in stock. Those are the shoes I used to run the half marathon last March. And they weren’t too bad – in the winter, I wore thick socks and it didn’t bother me too much that they were too big.
Spring rolled around, and the Asics were on their last legs. Plus, with the warmer weather, I stopped wearing thick socks – and I noticed how badly my feet were slipping. My knee started to hurt again, as did my hips; a sure sign I needed new shoes.
To “get me through,” I bought another pair of Nikes at the outlet, and they were super-cheap. I honestly wasn’t even sure they were the right type for my gait (I roll my feet outwards), but I figured it would get me through training for the 5K, then this summer I could invest in a pair of good shoes.
Well, those Nikes barely lasted a month. They got so bad, my friends could see my feet rolling outward. They looked like crap, felt like crap, and all the aches and pains started coming back. I started running in the old Asics again, because at least they didn’t completely kill my feet.
But they weren’t going to last, and my long runs (up to 14K at this point) have been torture. So I finally bit the bullet and went to the Burlington Orthotic Center to get my gait analyzed and to get PROPERLY fitted for shoes.
The results weren’t too surprising. Yes, my feet indeed roll outward, and the left one actually rolls out, then rolls in. I tried on several different pairs, and we settled on the Asics (but the level up from what I had.) However the biggest change is that I should be wearing a 9 ½. The 10, they said, was just way too big for me and it was no wonder I was having problems. The 9 ½ I tried on felt great, but they were a D width, and that’s too wide for my foot. They offered to order in the B width, and from then on it’s been a waiting game.
I finally get to pick up my new shoes tomorrow, and I have to say I’m excited. I have to run 16K on Sunday evening, and I was dreading the thought of doing it in my beat-up old Asics. The new shoes will seem like heaven.
The best part is that because I got them from the orthotic center, I can get my doctor to sign a prescription and claim the shoes under our benefits. We get up to $200 a year for shoes, so if one pair of these criminally expensive (approx. $180) shoes can be covered, that is fantastic. Because at the rate I’m running, I’ll need new shoes again before Christmas. Ouch!
Happy trails…
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
The journey
And here I thought taking the summer off would mean I had MORE time to write! Instead, it’s been even longer between posts. Although, I did spend most of June trying to cram in the rest of the summer’s work ahead of time, so hopefully I can forgive myself for not finding the time to update my blog. Then the beginning of July was devoted to vacation, and now we are finally settling into a good summer routine. I finally have time to pull together some random running thoughts that have been circulating in my head for a while. (Running through my head? Pardon the pun!)
First, let’s start with the Moon in June 5K race. My goal was to beat my 5K PB (personal best) of 27:10. I managed to shave more than two minutes off that time, coming in at 25:06 and placing 5th out of 71 in my age group. (And, because my birthday is not until December, I’m still in the 30-34 age group!) It was certainly a great night for all of us who ran, including Mike, who ran his first 5K in 30:31. We also ran with our friends, who did well, seeing as how it was his first 5K and her first in more than 8 or 9 years. We ended the evening on an incredible high, and now all three of them are training for the Harvest Moon 5K in October. I’ve decided to sit that one out, however, and look after all the kids. (It’s only two weeks after my next half marathon!)
Achieving that goal I had of beating my 5K PB certainly got me thinking over the last few weeks about this whole running journey. It’s not just about the physical changes or how fast I run, but how it’s also changing me on the inside. Sure, I’m lighter, stronger and faster than I’ve ever been, but I’m also less tired, less anxious and more centered than before. It’s like my training program isn’t just reshaping my body, it’s also reshaping my mind and soul at the same time.
I’ll give you an example. Last year, I never would have dreamed of taking two months off of work. Or even taking a weekend off, for that matter. No, because I am self-employed, I felt like the burden fell completely on me. Even taking a week off was a huge undertaking, and I would never have quit one job and informed the other that I was taking an extended amount of time off.
But something has changed in me, and changed for the better. I did choose to quit a job that required me to work weekends and odd hours, taking time away from my family and causing an inordinate amount of stress. I called the other client and informed them that I was going to do four months of work in two months, then take two months off. And they were 100 percent on board. “If anyone can do it, you can,” the publisher informed me. “I say go for it.”
And I’m even trying to ensure my workouts don’t get in the way of my kids this summer. I’ve been getting up at 5:30 a.m. to run, a few mornings a week. I’m trying to minimize the number of days they go to the YMCA. I’m doing evening and early morning Tread Powerfully classes so I can fit my workouts in when Mike gets home. And I’ve even started swimming, so I can do laps while the kids have fun in the pool.
I’m also using this time to accomplish some of the never-ending things on my to-do list. I’ve started to get ready to (finally!) paint the living room, a much-needed update, since the previous owners used the cheapest possible paint to “fluff” the house before we bought it two years ago. I’m cleaning and organizing my bathroom, kitchen and the boys’ rooms, hopefully before school starts. Not to mention spending a bit of time on my own personal writing projects, long abandoned in the hustle and bustle of daily life.
And although I’m worried about what will happen in September, I’m trying not to let it bother me too much. Yes, by then, I will need to find something to replace the job I quit, or possibly even go back to a “regular” office job. (The woes of being self-employed are many, especially when you don’t get paid in a timely fashion. Our finances take a hit whenever that happens… and it may be time to throw in the towel.) I’m taking some time to think about it over the summer and try to find the right answer. Opportunity knocks when you least expect it, right? At least, that’s what I hope.
For now, I’m going to enjoy my summer. The kids and I have been swimming (even though the pool heater is broken… brrr!!), and today we’re going to start a special project of painting canvases to adorn my front hall as art. I told Mike that I don’t even care if the art ends up being a giant picture of Optimus Prime (Andrew’s favourite thing to draw) and an endless loop of “678” (Christopher’s favourite thing to draw). I just want some original art done by the boys to forever remember this summer.
And of course, I will keep running! (And going to Tread Powerfully… so far, I’m running three times a week, going to Tread three times a week, doing one intense strength class a week and swimming a few times a week.) It’s going very well, and I feel very strong when running. I’m getting a bit faster, and hopefully that will show when I run the half in September.
Happy trails…
First, let’s start with the Moon in June 5K race. My goal was to beat my 5K PB (personal best) of 27:10. I managed to shave more than two minutes off that time, coming in at 25:06 and placing 5th out of 71 in my age group. (And, because my birthday is not until December, I’m still in the 30-34 age group!) It was certainly a great night for all of us who ran, including Mike, who ran his first 5K in 30:31. We also ran with our friends, who did well, seeing as how it was his first 5K and her first in more than 8 or 9 years. We ended the evening on an incredible high, and now all three of them are training for the Harvest Moon 5K in October. I’ve decided to sit that one out, however, and look after all the kids. (It’s only two weeks after my next half marathon!)
Achieving that goal I had of beating my 5K PB certainly got me thinking over the last few weeks about this whole running journey. It’s not just about the physical changes or how fast I run, but how it’s also changing me on the inside. Sure, I’m lighter, stronger and faster than I’ve ever been, but I’m also less tired, less anxious and more centered than before. It’s like my training program isn’t just reshaping my body, it’s also reshaping my mind and soul at the same time.
I’ll give you an example. Last year, I never would have dreamed of taking two months off of work. Or even taking a weekend off, for that matter. No, because I am self-employed, I felt like the burden fell completely on me. Even taking a week off was a huge undertaking, and I would never have quit one job and informed the other that I was taking an extended amount of time off.
But something has changed in me, and changed for the better. I did choose to quit a job that required me to work weekends and odd hours, taking time away from my family and causing an inordinate amount of stress. I called the other client and informed them that I was going to do four months of work in two months, then take two months off. And they were 100 percent on board. “If anyone can do it, you can,” the publisher informed me. “I say go for it.”
And I’m even trying to ensure my workouts don’t get in the way of my kids this summer. I’ve been getting up at 5:30 a.m. to run, a few mornings a week. I’m trying to minimize the number of days they go to the YMCA. I’m doing evening and early morning Tread Powerfully classes so I can fit my workouts in when Mike gets home. And I’ve even started swimming, so I can do laps while the kids have fun in the pool.
I’m also using this time to accomplish some of the never-ending things on my to-do list. I’ve started to get ready to (finally!) paint the living room, a much-needed update, since the previous owners used the cheapest possible paint to “fluff” the house before we bought it two years ago. I’m cleaning and organizing my bathroom, kitchen and the boys’ rooms, hopefully before school starts. Not to mention spending a bit of time on my own personal writing projects, long abandoned in the hustle and bustle of daily life.
And although I’m worried about what will happen in September, I’m trying not to let it bother me too much. Yes, by then, I will need to find something to replace the job I quit, or possibly even go back to a “regular” office job. (The woes of being self-employed are many, especially when you don’t get paid in a timely fashion. Our finances take a hit whenever that happens… and it may be time to throw in the towel.) I’m taking some time to think about it over the summer and try to find the right answer. Opportunity knocks when you least expect it, right? At least, that’s what I hope.
For now, I’m going to enjoy my summer. The kids and I have been swimming (even though the pool heater is broken… brrr!!), and today we’re going to start a special project of painting canvases to adorn my front hall as art. I told Mike that I don’t even care if the art ends up being a giant picture of Optimus Prime (Andrew’s favourite thing to draw) and an endless loop of “678” (Christopher’s favourite thing to draw). I just want some original art done by the boys to forever remember this summer.
And of course, I will keep running! (And going to Tread Powerfully… so far, I’m running three times a week, going to Tread three times a week, doing one intense strength class a week and swimming a few times a week.) It’s going very well, and I feel very strong when running. I’m getting a bit faster, and hopefully that will show when I run the half in September.
Happy trails…
Monday, June 1, 2009
The lie
I remember when I was pregnant with my first baby, my husband and I told ourselves the same lie all new parents tell themselves: our baby will be different. (He wasn’t.) When I was pregnant with number two, we told ourselves the next lie: this time, it will be different because we know what we’re doing. (It wasn’t. We didn’t.)
The truth is that we do lie to ourselves all the time. The problem is we don’t always realize we’re lying.
I’ve had a chance to think about that recently. I realized I have been lying to myself for a long time. Almost three years, to be exact.
It started when I lost *all* the baby weight after having the aforementioned baby number two. It took a year, but I got back down to my pre-pregnancy weight. That is the telling statement there: pre-pregnancy weight.
That doesn’t mean it was my ideal weight. But I had convinced myself that was the best I could do. “I’m just a bigger person,” I’d tell myself. Or, “I’ve tried really hard to lose more weight and it’s IMPOSSIBLE. I must be meant to be this size.” Or, “I’d have to STARVE myself in order to lose weight.”
So I continued running. I continued working out. I started working out more. I trained for a half marathon. Still, my weight stayed the same. It must be true, then, right? I really was at my ideal weight.
And yet, there was that little voice inside me that knew I was lying to myself. I knew my eating habits weren’t as good as they could be. In fact, they were becoming downright awful.
Instead of eating my usual salad for lunch, I’d started buying focaccia buns and cheese from the deli every once in a while. Then it was every week. Or I’d sit down with a bag of “exotic” veggie chips after dinner. Once a week. Or eat an entire container of wasabi peas.
By the time April rolled around, I’d actually put five extra pounds on top of my pre-pregnancy weight. I felt chubby, and chunky, like all that working out wasn’t making one bit of difference. Yes, I was still running/power walking/weight training and just generally exercising six to seven days a week. But it wasn’t enough. I was lying to myself.
After talking to my fitness buddies and Sue, my Tread Powerfully instructor, I knew it was time to stop telling myself that lie. I knew how to eat properly. I just wasn’t doing it.
I re-joined Weight Watchers and started really keeping track of what I was eating. I went back to eating salads, chicken breast, salmon, sweet potatoes and all those good foods I knew I should eat. I (mostly) cut out the junk, and when I did eat the junk, I didn’t overindulge. And even then, I kept my overindulgence to within my allotted WW points values for the day and week.
It’s a sensible system for people who already know the basics of good nutrition. I certainly wouldn’t recommend it for everyone, but if you know how to eat properly and just don’t (and I’m a perfect example), it can really help keep that calorie in/calorie out equation in the right balance.
I also started ordering my produce from an organic farm. Once a week, I pick up my order of organic fruits and veggies from a house nearby, where it gets dropped off. It actually works out to be cheaper than buying the stuff from the grocery store and it’s different every week. It’s fun to see what veggies and fruit we get each week, and trying to figure out new and exciting meals to make with our fresh produce.
So I stopped lying to myself, and I feel better for it. I have to admit, since I started paying attention to what I’m eating, I feel more alert, I have more energy, and I’m in a better mood. (At least some of the time! But there’s another lie to start working on…) I even get up at 5:45 a few mornings a week to go for my run. Now there’s energy for you!
And I’m happy to report I’ve dropped 13 pounds! It turns out I could lose some weight without starving myself. I just had to start paying attention to what I was eating. Now let’s see if the new, lighter me can kick my own ass at the 5K race on Saturday.
My best 5K time is 27:10. Can I beat it? We’ll find out on Saturday for sure… those insecurities are best left to another time! (Let’s just say I hope I’m not lying to myself again!)
Happy trails…
The truth is that we do lie to ourselves all the time. The problem is we don’t always realize we’re lying.
I’ve had a chance to think about that recently. I realized I have been lying to myself for a long time. Almost three years, to be exact.
It started when I lost *all* the baby weight after having the aforementioned baby number two. It took a year, but I got back down to my pre-pregnancy weight. That is the telling statement there: pre-pregnancy weight.
That doesn’t mean it was my ideal weight. But I had convinced myself that was the best I could do. “I’m just a bigger person,” I’d tell myself. Or, “I’ve tried really hard to lose more weight and it’s IMPOSSIBLE. I must be meant to be this size.” Or, “I’d have to STARVE myself in order to lose weight.”
So I continued running. I continued working out. I started working out more. I trained for a half marathon. Still, my weight stayed the same. It must be true, then, right? I really was at my ideal weight.
And yet, there was that little voice inside me that knew I was lying to myself. I knew my eating habits weren’t as good as they could be. In fact, they were becoming downright awful.
Instead of eating my usual salad for lunch, I’d started buying focaccia buns and cheese from the deli every once in a while. Then it was every week. Or I’d sit down with a bag of “exotic” veggie chips after dinner. Once a week. Or eat an entire container of wasabi peas.
By the time April rolled around, I’d actually put five extra pounds on top of my pre-pregnancy weight. I felt chubby, and chunky, like all that working out wasn’t making one bit of difference. Yes, I was still running/power walking/weight training and just generally exercising six to seven days a week. But it wasn’t enough. I was lying to myself.
After talking to my fitness buddies and Sue, my Tread Powerfully instructor, I knew it was time to stop telling myself that lie. I knew how to eat properly. I just wasn’t doing it.
I re-joined Weight Watchers and started really keeping track of what I was eating. I went back to eating salads, chicken breast, salmon, sweet potatoes and all those good foods I knew I should eat. I (mostly) cut out the junk, and when I did eat the junk, I didn’t overindulge. And even then, I kept my overindulgence to within my allotted WW points values for the day and week.
It’s a sensible system for people who already know the basics of good nutrition. I certainly wouldn’t recommend it for everyone, but if you know how to eat properly and just don’t (and I’m a perfect example), it can really help keep that calorie in/calorie out equation in the right balance.
I also started ordering my produce from an organic farm. Once a week, I pick up my order of organic fruits and veggies from a house nearby, where it gets dropped off. It actually works out to be cheaper than buying the stuff from the grocery store and it’s different every week. It’s fun to see what veggies and fruit we get each week, and trying to figure out new and exciting meals to make with our fresh produce.
So I stopped lying to myself, and I feel better for it. I have to admit, since I started paying attention to what I’m eating, I feel more alert, I have more energy, and I’m in a better mood. (At least some of the time! But there’s another lie to start working on…) I even get up at 5:45 a few mornings a week to go for my run. Now there’s energy for you!
And I’m happy to report I’ve dropped 13 pounds! It turns out I could lose some weight without starving myself. I just had to start paying attention to what I was eating. Now let’s see if the new, lighter me can kick my own ass at the 5K race on Saturday.
My best 5K time is 27:10. Can I beat it? We’ll find out on Saturday for sure… those insecurities are best left to another time! (Let’s just say I hope I’m not lying to myself again!)
Happy trails…
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Walk this way
Wow, has it really been almost two months since I updated my blog? I guess so! Things have been hectic, but I feel there is so much to write about.
First, let’s start with walking. As in the 10K power walking race I did at the end of April. I diligently followed the training schedule and made it through the walk with flying colours, clocking in at 1:09:26 and placing third in my age category (women under 40). Not bad for my first attempt!
But I can’t really say I loved the power walking. Sure, I love my Tread Powerfully classes (which, yes, involves power walking), but those classes are different. They incorporate a lot more muscle and strength training, and it’s not straight walking for an hour. We stop a lot and do muscle training segments, so it’s a completely different experience.
Power walking? It’s HARD. Physically, it’s almost as demanding as running. But the hardest part is mental, because no matter what, you cannot run. If you run, you will get disqualified from your race. One foot must be on the ground at all times or else! And that’s what I found hard. I don’t like being constantly worried about my gait. Part of why I like running is that it gives me time to set my mind free and work through any problems or issues I am having. If I have to concentrate too much on walking, I lose some of that “me” time I get with running.
So no matter how “good” I am at power walking (and good is, naturally, a relative term), I’m now back to running. I know I’ll never come in third place in a running race, but that’s okay by me. I’m doing this strictly for me, and as long as I continue to meet my own goals, I’m happy.
Now I’ve started training for the Moon in June 5K. I’m trying for a PR (hopefully under 27 minutes!), so my training plan involves a lot of speed intervals. I’m also sticking with the Tread Powerfully and strength training, because I find the more I do, the leaner my muscles.
And in even better news, my handsome hubby has agreed to run the 5K race as well! I’m excited that this is an experience we can share, and I really hope he enjoys race night as much as I do. He’s been following a training plan I devised for him, and hopefully he’ll do really well himself on race day. (Or, rather, race evening, since it starts at 9 p.m.!)
Finally, in the most exciting news of all, I just finished up my first feature for Canadian Running magazine! It’s coming out in the July issue, and it’s about how to lose weight while training. (Hmmm… wonder where that topic came from? I don’t obsess over that constantly, do I?) I’m very excited to be finally writing about running and I’m already thinking of new articles to pitch them.
So that’s about it for this short update, as I’m racing to go pick up my weekly order of organic vegetables (more on that later…), then pick up Andrew from a birthday party, come home and head to a meeting for Chris’ nursery school. There is much going on in my life these days, and I want to try and write about all of these changes. I’ve revamped my fitness routine (with Tread), changed my diet (finally cutting out most of the junk!) and I am really starting to feel like I am moving forward. How appropriate for a runner!
Happy trails…
First, let’s start with walking. As in the 10K power walking race I did at the end of April. I diligently followed the training schedule and made it through the walk with flying colours, clocking in at 1:09:26 and placing third in my age category (women under 40). Not bad for my first attempt!
But I can’t really say I loved the power walking. Sure, I love my Tread Powerfully classes (which, yes, involves power walking), but those classes are different. They incorporate a lot more muscle and strength training, and it’s not straight walking for an hour. We stop a lot and do muscle training segments, so it’s a completely different experience.
Power walking? It’s HARD. Physically, it’s almost as demanding as running. But the hardest part is mental, because no matter what, you cannot run. If you run, you will get disqualified from your race. One foot must be on the ground at all times or else! And that’s what I found hard. I don’t like being constantly worried about my gait. Part of why I like running is that it gives me time to set my mind free and work through any problems or issues I am having. If I have to concentrate too much on walking, I lose some of that “me” time I get with running.
So no matter how “good” I am at power walking (and good is, naturally, a relative term), I’m now back to running. I know I’ll never come in third place in a running race, but that’s okay by me. I’m doing this strictly for me, and as long as I continue to meet my own goals, I’m happy.
Now I’ve started training for the Moon in June 5K. I’m trying for a PR (hopefully under 27 minutes!), so my training plan involves a lot of speed intervals. I’m also sticking with the Tread Powerfully and strength training, because I find the more I do, the leaner my muscles.
And in even better news, my handsome hubby has agreed to run the 5K race as well! I’m excited that this is an experience we can share, and I really hope he enjoys race night as much as I do. He’s been following a training plan I devised for him, and hopefully he’ll do really well himself on race day. (Or, rather, race evening, since it starts at 9 p.m.!)
Finally, in the most exciting news of all, I just finished up my first feature for Canadian Running magazine! It’s coming out in the July issue, and it’s about how to lose weight while training. (Hmmm… wonder where that topic came from? I don’t obsess over that constantly, do I?) I’m very excited to be finally writing about running and I’m already thinking of new articles to pitch them.
So that’s about it for this short update, as I’m racing to go pick up my weekly order of organic vegetables (more on that later…), then pick up Andrew from a birthday party, come home and head to a meeting for Chris’ nursery school. There is much going on in my life these days, and I want to try and write about all of these changes. I’ve revamped my fitness routine (with Tread), changed my diet (finally cutting out most of the junk!) and I am really starting to feel like I am moving forward. How appropriate for a runner!
Happy trails…
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
The half marathon
It’s taken me just over a week to even be able to write about the half marathon last week. I don’t know if it’s simply post-race letdown, post-race exhaustion, or just a general feeling of malaise, but I found myself unable to write about the race experience last week. There’s no other way to put it – I was bummed out.
Why? Well, I can’t exactly say why I was bummed, but I can rule out a few things. Was I disappointed with my results? Not on your life! When the chip times came in, I had run it in 2:10:50, which was faster than even my “excellent” goal. Quite honestly, I had no idea we could do it that fast. (Yes, when I say “we,” I mean the “fearsome foursome” who trained together since January.) And Mike and the boys came down to the route around the 10K mark, then were waiting for me at the finish line. That night, we all went out for a big dinner at the Mandarin to celebrate, which was also great. (Although poor Mike spent the night chasing a very wild Chris, who kept insisting he had to use the washroom.)
So why so unhappy? I think it’s a combination of quite a few things. One is simply let down after it was over. For weeks, we had a purpose. Every workout, every run, was geared toward this end goal. Suddenly, that was gone. And even though it was gone because I had accomplished that goal, it was still gone.
Another reason was the end of the race. We were running at a fantastic pace, keeping steady on the route. But around the 19K mark, my legs started to get tired. Really tired. I mean, tired to the point I felt like I wouldn’t be able to move them anymore. (And my right glute had been bothering me in the weeks leading up to the race. I had been stretching it and had gotten a good massage, but at 19K, it was making itself know.)
I still kept running, but when two of my running buddies surged at the end of the race, I couldn’t do it. I desperately wanted to keep up. I knew I SHOULD pour whatever I had left into keeping up with them so we could cross the line together. But I couldn’t. Something in me just couldn’t do it. At the time, I didn’t care. I said to myself, “if I come in 10 or 15 seconds behind them, so be it. I don’t want to run anymore.” But afterward, I was mad at myself. (I still am, a bit.) Why didn’t I push myself that little bit harder? Why did I completely crap out at the end? (Okay, not completely… I still ran and cross the finish line, 11 seconds behind my friends.) But I should have pushed that little bit harder. It’s like I know I didn’t quite do my best, and it’s haunting me a bit. I’m used to giving 100 percent, and I don’t think it was my best effort.
And the final reason for my bad mood? (I mean, my final running-related reason – like everyone, I have plenty of reason to be a bad mood with this economy and all the stresses of everyday life! But that stuff is par for the course… those stresses are ALWAYS around.) Well, as much as I have resolved not to worry about my weight/appearance – yeah, I’m still obsessing over it as much as ever.
Sigh. I still feel like I need to lose that last 10-20 pounds. (Ten pounds would be a big difference; 20 would be even better!) And I still see all the things I hate about my body when I look in the mirror. Yeah, I know that’s not right, but that’s the way I feel. And I’ve had a few weeks of feeling big, tall, fat and ungainly. I went shopping for new jeans after the race, and came away more depressed than ever. So that has certainly not helped my mood.
The real question is, what am I going to do about it? Am I going to give up and accept it, or am I going to make changes? Those who know me well know there’s really only one option. It’s time for a change.
First comes purpose. Being a member of Tread Powerfully has its benefits, not the least of which is a weekly e-mail from Sue, who is quickly becoming my guru of all things health, nutrition and fitness related. (We all need inspiration, and she is the perfect one for me. An extremely fit mother of two who believes in the benefit of regular exercise and runs her own successful business… hmm, wonder why I would look up to that?!) After the race, she sent out one about finding purpose in what we do. It reminded me that although one goal is accomplished, there are more waiting in the wings, and I need to use that purpose to move forward. (Like my all-important goal of running the Mississauga Marathon in 2010. Oh yeah, that goal!)
So I have tried to map out my purpose between now and May, 2010. (Of course, the letdown in May 2010 could be worse, so I will have to find a new purpose by then! But I’ll cross that bridge when I get there.) Here goes…
1. A 10K power walking race on April 26. Yeah, that’s right, power walking. I’ve run three 10K races since I started on this journey, but power walking is new to me. But the gang from Tread is gearing up to this race, and Sue has made a comprehensive training schedule for us, so I’m going to give this a shot. It’s totally different than running (ouch on the shins!), and it’s going to be weird not running for two months, but I’m up for the challenge.
2. The 5K Moon in June Race. Once the 10K is out of the way, I’m going to return to running. This time, though, I’m going for speed. Let’s see if I can come close to running a 25 minute 10K. I think my goal will be to break my best time of 27:10 for the 5K. If I don’t do 25, that’s okay, but something in the 26 minute range would be perfect.
3. The Scotiabank Half Marathon at the end of September. Yep, that’s half number two. The training at the Running Room starts in June, but the “Fearsome Foursome” might also be up for training together over the summer. I hope so, because I’d rather run with the Foursome!
4. The Boxing Day 10 miler in Hamilton on Dec. 26. Okay, this one is crazy… a 10 mile run (that’s 16 kilometers… not quite a half marathon) the day after Christmas. And did I mention that is also my 35th birthday? That’s exactly why I want to do it. I can’t think of a more inspiring way to kick off my 35th year than with this run.
5. The Mississauga Marathon in May, 2010. Enough said.
That means it’s off to the races again. No rest for the weary!
Oh, and what am I doing about the weight stuff? Well, I haven’t quite decided, but once the dust settles after income tax this year, I’m going to look into hiring Sue as a personal trainer. I need to build more muscle and I need to be held accountable for what I eat. I know WHAT to do, but I need someone to hold me accountable for doing it. I’m sure I will write more about that in blog posts to come.
In the meantime, I did my first speed interval power walk today, and I’m off to strength training class tonight.
Happy trails…
Why? Well, I can’t exactly say why I was bummed, but I can rule out a few things. Was I disappointed with my results? Not on your life! When the chip times came in, I had run it in 2:10:50, which was faster than even my “excellent” goal. Quite honestly, I had no idea we could do it that fast. (Yes, when I say “we,” I mean the “fearsome foursome” who trained together since January.) And Mike and the boys came down to the route around the 10K mark, then were waiting for me at the finish line. That night, we all went out for a big dinner at the Mandarin to celebrate, which was also great. (Although poor Mike spent the night chasing a very wild Chris, who kept insisting he had to use the washroom.)
So why so unhappy? I think it’s a combination of quite a few things. One is simply let down after it was over. For weeks, we had a purpose. Every workout, every run, was geared toward this end goal. Suddenly, that was gone. And even though it was gone because I had accomplished that goal, it was still gone.
Another reason was the end of the race. We were running at a fantastic pace, keeping steady on the route. But around the 19K mark, my legs started to get tired. Really tired. I mean, tired to the point I felt like I wouldn’t be able to move them anymore. (And my right glute had been bothering me in the weeks leading up to the race. I had been stretching it and had gotten a good massage, but at 19K, it was making itself know.)
I still kept running, but when two of my running buddies surged at the end of the race, I couldn’t do it. I desperately wanted to keep up. I knew I SHOULD pour whatever I had left into keeping up with them so we could cross the line together. But I couldn’t. Something in me just couldn’t do it. At the time, I didn’t care. I said to myself, “if I come in 10 or 15 seconds behind them, so be it. I don’t want to run anymore.” But afterward, I was mad at myself. (I still am, a bit.) Why didn’t I push myself that little bit harder? Why did I completely crap out at the end? (Okay, not completely… I still ran and cross the finish line, 11 seconds behind my friends.) But I should have pushed that little bit harder. It’s like I know I didn’t quite do my best, and it’s haunting me a bit. I’m used to giving 100 percent, and I don’t think it was my best effort.
And the final reason for my bad mood? (I mean, my final running-related reason – like everyone, I have plenty of reason to be a bad mood with this economy and all the stresses of everyday life! But that stuff is par for the course… those stresses are ALWAYS around.) Well, as much as I have resolved not to worry about my weight/appearance – yeah, I’m still obsessing over it as much as ever.
Sigh. I still feel like I need to lose that last 10-20 pounds. (Ten pounds would be a big difference; 20 would be even better!) And I still see all the things I hate about my body when I look in the mirror. Yeah, I know that’s not right, but that’s the way I feel. And I’ve had a few weeks of feeling big, tall, fat and ungainly. I went shopping for new jeans after the race, and came away more depressed than ever. So that has certainly not helped my mood.
The real question is, what am I going to do about it? Am I going to give up and accept it, or am I going to make changes? Those who know me well know there’s really only one option. It’s time for a change.
First comes purpose. Being a member of Tread Powerfully has its benefits, not the least of which is a weekly e-mail from Sue, who is quickly becoming my guru of all things health, nutrition and fitness related. (We all need inspiration, and she is the perfect one for me. An extremely fit mother of two who believes in the benefit of regular exercise and runs her own successful business… hmm, wonder why I would look up to that?!) After the race, she sent out one about finding purpose in what we do. It reminded me that although one goal is accomplished, there are more waiting in the wings, and I need to use that purpose to move forward. (Like my all-important goal of running the Mississauga Marathon in 2010. Oh yeah, that goal!)
So I have tried to map out my purpose between now and May, 2010. (Of course, the letdown in May 2010 could be worse, so I will have to find a new purpose by then! But I’ll cross that bridge when I get there.) Here goes…
1. A 10K power walking race on April 26. Yeah, that’s right, power walking. I’ve run three 10K races since I started on this journey, but power walking is new to me. But the gang from Tread is gearing up to this race, and Sue has made a comprehensive training schedule for us, so I’m going to give this a shot. It’s totally different than running (ouch on the shins!), and it’s going to be weird not running for two months, but I’m up for the challenge.
2. The 5K Moon in June Race. Once the 10K is out of the way, I’m going to return to running. This time, though, I’m going for speed. Let’s see if I can come close to running a 25 minute 10K. I think my goal will be to break my best time of 27:10 for the 5K. If I don’t do 25, that’s okay, but something in the 26 minute range would be perfect.
3. The Scotiabank Half Marathon at the end of September. Yep, that’s half number two. The training at the Running Room starts in June, but the “Fearsome Foursome” might also be up for training together over the summer. I hope so, because I’d rather run with the Foursome!
4. The Boxing Day 10 miler in Hamilton on Dec. 26. Okay, this one is crazy… a 10 mile run (that’s 16 kilometers… not quite a half marathon) the day after Christmas. And did I mention that is also my 35th birthday? That’s exactly why I want to do it. I can’t think of a more inspiring way to kick off my 35th year than with this run.
5. The Mississauga Marathon in May, 2010. Enough said.
That means it’s off to the races again. No rest for the weary!
Oh, and what am I doing about the weight stuff? Well, I haven’t quite decided, but once the dust settles after income tax this year, I’m going to look into hiring Sue as a personal trainer. I need to build more muscle and I need to be held accountable for what I eat. I know WHAT to do, but I need someone to hold me accountable for doing it. I’m sure I will write more about that in blog posts to come.
In the meantime, I did my first speed interval power walk today, and I’m off to strength training class tonight.
Happy trails…
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